Born and raised a Pastor's daughter, I am now on the journey of becoming a Pastor's wife. I belong to God, my Father... and I am His beloved.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I am a miserable person. Full of resentment.
Reconciliation has been made.  I thought thats all that was needed.  But my husband still wants to leave our church. 
and I don't.

Aw... the rollercoaster of circumstances... just when I think it's over.  I'm aware that life's circumstances will always be up and down, but can I get on another rollercoaster already... i mean, really?!

I am starting to learn how to at least go through these circumstances without panic.  I'm not sure if it's being numb, being steady in my faith or just getting used to the ride.

1 comment:

Kamella said...

I understand how you feel. I know you know this, but it is good to hear...trust God. He is the constant is this amusement park you find yourself in. Trust Him to move and grow and change where you are not able to speak to and to produce a lasting change in all hearts involved. I love ya and I'm praying for you.